I can’t get over what happened. Maybe one day I’ll share my story.
There was once this boy who came into my life to kiss me on the lips while I was in the middle of a sentence, the thing little girls dream of.
His hands gently caressing my hair, “I love you” he said looking me in the eyes. Every little girls dream. Every adult girls dream. Every this girls dream.
This boy would hold me like nothing else existed, we were in our own world for a while, no frost outside to freeze our hearts that burned while we touched.
He was every girls dream. He was this girls dream. Dreams don’t come true, but I got a taste of one. I still dream of him."
My eyes are heavy,
I work again in the morning,
My finger aches, I chewed it’s nail to the skin,
I’m barely awake, I think of you.
First night in many, I haven’t wanted to die,
I helped two friends, they didn’t want to,
So maybe that saved me, gave me one more night,
Everyone’s asleep, yet I’m awake,
I have work in the morning.
My body aches, begs me to rest,
My heart beats the rhythm in my chest,
I know going to sleep would be best,
If you could shut off my mind, be my guest.
If you find a girl that is willing to go through hell just to keep the relationship going, you really shouldn’t take her love for granted.
Going through hell for someone and in return being taken for granted was the most painful thing I’ve ever experienced. Never. Again."
I forgot how to tumblr. Maybe I’ll get back into the swing of this whole blogging thing